found some gorgeous wedding gown.aw, i know it's quite early, but i can't help my self to google 'em.i almost unconscious when i saw those. yeah, that word seems too extreme. but seriously, i always adore these thing. since i knew that i'm a girl. lol
and i'm using polaroid image maker (thanks to my lovely friend, Pu3 for recommending that software in her blog).
since there's a very useful software like this, i don't have to buy a polaroid cam i guess. and my last post about pocket camera, i already bought one. yippieee..
Anyway this month supposed to be rain, right? but, why there's only hot, like summer never ends?? And yeah, I become darker each day.. Hiks
Talking about november, it means this year is going to end soon, yiippiiee.. And again, it means finally I can have my holiday, after waiting for a long time.. I'm so excited! Yeiii..
about november again, this month I have 3 of my friend who is going to marry. My boss, my college friend, and my ex's friend.
First, I think I won't attend my ex's friend's wedding. Since it will become weird, meet him and his friend. Also my ex said he will punch my bf in face if they meet each other, and I prefer they don't have to. But if I go without my bf, I feel uncomfortable, I'm afraid he'll angry and feel unsafe if I meet again with my bf. So it's better if I don't go.
Wedding? Married?
Yeah, I'd love to!
Now? I think I'm ready.. XD
But the fact is, wedding will spent a lot of money. Yeah, a looooootttttttt!!
So, me and my boyfriend discussed that we're not going to have a huge party, just as simple as we can. Also, I suggested 'nikah tamasya' - like after we have a lil' family and friend dining, we go to honeymoon. So the money we have been saved, we spend it for maybe, honeymoon around europe. I wish! XD
Enough about wedding, it make me feel more excited everyday, but scared of something always follow me. Scared of his family, scared if something's not going right, scared of blablabla.. Also scared of marriage itself.. I have a divorce parent, so it's kinda make me don't believe in marriage. It always can let u down, no matter how hard you try. At least, I kinda make a promise to myself, I will not become like them, at all. =p
it's been so long since my last post i guess, sorry kinda busy and also i can't see computer for a long time 'coz i've always got some headache.. but it's recovery very well finally.
i love this weekend.. it's not that i had a lot of fun or going somewhere, but i was spending my time with my lovely one, a whole day just watching movie.. yeah, we had a lot of dvd we haven't watched yet. lol
i've never found that would be awesome just spending my time like that, i used to love to going somewhere, to mall at least.. just shopping and shopping. then since i know how hard to earn money, now 'economising' is become my middle name.. *hope it will be forever*lollllllllllllllll
2-3 days ago, he asked me about something.. something called marriage! wow....!! this year?? i guess it's too early, even i love to.. *shy* but since i'm shio tiger (china astrological signs), it's not good if i get married next year. so the options are this year or 2 years later? but 2 years later is way too long...
so the decision is??
still don't know, cauce we will discuss it with my mom first, even i'm too scared about being rejected from my family's side.. hmm..
canon ixus 95IS
