ready or not..?!

it's been so long since my last post i guess, sorry kinda busy and also i can't see computer for a long time 'coz i've always got some headache.. but it's recovery very well finally.

i love this weekend.. it's not that i had a lot of fun or going somewhere, but i was spending my time with my lovely one, a whole day just watching movie.. yeah, we had a lot of dvd we haven't watched yet. lol

i've never found that would be awesome just spending my time like that, i used to love to going somewhere, to mall at least.. just shopping and shopping. then since i know how hard to earn money, now 'economising' is become my middle name.. *hope it will be forever* lollllllllllllllll

2-3 days ago, he asked me about something.. something called marriage! wow....!!
this year?? i guess it's too early, even i love to.. *shy* but since i'm shio tiger (china astrological signs), it's not good if i get married next year. so the options are this year or 2 years later? but 2 years later is way too long...

so the decision is??

still don't know, cauce we will discuss it with my mom first, even i'm too scared about being rejected from my family's side.. hmm..

i'm happy also panic at the same time!! argghhh..

*pia askes to her self repeatedly "am i ready?"