ready or not..?!

it's been so long since my last post i guess, sorry kinda busy and also i can't see computer for a long time 'coz i've always got some headache.. but it's recovery very well finally.

i love this weekend.. it's not that i had a lot of fun or going somewhere, but i was spending my time with my lovely one, a whole day just watching movie.. yeah, we had a lot of dvd we haven't watched yet. lol

i've never found that would be awesome just spending my time like that, i used to love to going somewhere, to mall at least.. just shopping and shopping. then since i know how hard to earn money, now 'economising' is become my middle name.. *hope it will be forever* lollllllllllllllll

2-3 days ago, he asked me about something.. something called marriage! wow....!!
this year?? i guess it's too early, even i love to.. *shy* but since i'm shio tiger (china astrological signs), it's not good if i get married next year. so the options are this year or 2 years later? but 2 years later is way too long...

so the decision is??

still don't know, cauce we will discuss it with my mom first, even i'm too scared about being rejected from my family's side.. hmm..

i'm happy also panic at the same time!! argghhh..

*pia askes to her self repeatedly "am i ready?"

Quote of the day!

something happens yesterday, and i never been there before.
so kinda confusing for me to go thru that

but i can tell this:

"DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE OF WHO AM I, HATE BECAUSE OF WHO U ARE!"

I haven't done something wrong, so i guess the problem ain't in me!

My wedding...???!!!!

Got tagged from Pue.. sounds fun! lol
so let's get started!!

1. how old are you?
23 this september..

2. at what age do you think you'll get married?
ASAP! lol
just joke..

when i was younger, i always tought 25-27 will be perfect age for me to get married..
but now, when finally i found someone that i can trust and love at the same time, i can loudly say, oh yes, i'm ready! lol

but since i have some problem about something in the past, i guess i have to wait a lil' while.. or maybe next year?! lol

3. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
hmm.. since i don't have any sister.. i think my cousin sounds great, or my friend will be nice! lol

4. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
garden wedding will be perfect!! i always imagine about my wedding dress, the theme and the flower.. hehe..

5. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
venice? santorini? or maybe hawaii? but if the budget isn't enough, i guess Bali or Pulau Umang will be nice.. lol

6. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
hmm... not much, at least my fams, my friends and everyone i love will be there.

7. will that include your exes?
errr.. i want to.. but.. let see if our relations is still good, i guess

8. how many layers of cake do you want?
i don't know, just depends on the choices.

9. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening of course, so i have time to re-check everything in the morning.. lol

10. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding..
something's jazz or classical.. but beautiful girl by Jose mari chan must be on the list!! lol

11. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork? knife?
what's the different??

12. champagne or red wine?
since i don't know about drinks, just let's my future husband choose that.. =p

13. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after the wedding!! i imagine after the wedding must be so tired, so i prefer sleep after the wedding.. so i have powerful energy for the honeymoon! huahahahauahaha...

14. money or household items as gifts?
MONEY!!!

15. how many kids would you like to have?
a pair will be perfect!

16. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
maybe?!

17. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
all of friends!! tagged to everyone on my blog! lol